It has been a LONG time since I have blogged..I have been so busy with my jewelry business,my reg full time job being a wife and a mommy and then my full time bring a nurse.Things are out of control most of the time I feel,so this has been the least of my worries!

I also have not been able to put in words how I am feeling or what I should feel since coming back from Haiti in January and even when I went in April.I LONG for a little girl that I love with all my heart.I LONG for to be able to say "YES" to her being my little girl.But there is more than me that has to make that decision,so therefore I wait and I pray for God to take care of her everyday that she is in Haiti and to allow someone to make her their forever daughter.So in the midst of my "depression" and my "wants" I have choosen not to blog about my trips to Haiti the last few months.Yes they were beautiful and only God given days that I was there but I myself need to move on and remember that I have a family here that I have to focus on as well.I do have a trip to haiti planned in October and will decide when it gets closer if this Gods will or mine.I am very blessed that I have been on these trips,don't get me wrong but I am also aware of the way Satan gets in your life and uses the Good for Bad,so I will keep trucking along and pray that God will begin to show me the will for our lives and for that sweet girl..

Summer is almost here and we have alot of stuff planned for our family and I am excited to just be with them and love on them....